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Welcome to my first blog entry...ever...anywhere, and the underwhelming feeling it will
surely leave you with. To begin with, I actually had to look up the definition
of a blog...yeah, I am not afraid to admit that. I had a basic idea of what I
believed a blog was, and I was pretty much right on the money. A blog is a place
where a person or group of person blithers on about stuff they hope someone else
will care about = a.k.a. a digital journal, more often than not, a 100% self
serving, digital journal...sometimes filled with helpful information to others.
Well now! I can certainly handle that...maybe...probably not. Especially given
the fact that I have no clue what to even talk about...hmmmmmmm. I guess I can
go on a bit about the publishing process itself.
    Being that I am an independent author, I can not give any insight into a "mainstream" process, i.e. dealing with a publishing house, illustrators, blah, blah, blah. The first novel I wrote, Kentucky Moon, was back in High School. Now when you are young writer,
you have this preconceived idea that the world is made of Coca-Cola and
milkyways. You think everyone will like what you are writing...after all, YOU
love it, of course everyone else will! Right? Getting published can't be THAT
    Flash forwards to the year 2001. August 5th, an early Sunday morning,
REALLY early. 12:41 am to be precise. I finally finish Kentucky Moon and I am elated. Finally, oh finally I finished my first book! Words come hard to describe the feeling, but
any author will know exactly what I am talking about. You feel on top of the
world, all eyes are on YOU. You are so awesome...at least that's what you think
of yourself, though you will not admit it to a single soul.
    So what happens next? Well the dreaded plight of editing, retyping, polishing the story, yeah, yeah, yeah, but after that. Oh yes, getting published. Back in 2001 ebooks
simply were, well, unheard of by most people. They were in their definite
infancy back then, and probably anyone who did hear of them laughed at the
thought ( some people still do ) so obviously digital options were scarce, so
being in print was my only road at that time. Seemed simple enough...I just
start sending my manuscript to as many publishing houses as possible, they read
my book, sign me on, and I'm an instant success!...wrong! No, no, my researching
instantly led me to find that publishers had gotten so big that they would not
as much sneeze around your manuscript without you having representation...aka,
you are a peon, nobody and you need a literary agent.
    Okay, so I need an agent. How do I do that? I went out and bought a giant tome called "The Writer's Market: 20o1" It was chock full of literary agents, their names, types of books they would represent, on and on. Anyway, I went right to work writing letters to
any agent I thought would have the least bit of interest in Kentucky Moon. I
stuffed all of my letters ( lots of them ) and their accompanied SASE ( self
addressed stamped envelopes ) with a joy filled heart, thinking I was going to
have dozens of agents wanting a piece of me, yes, literally fighting over me....
oh the naive heart of a novice. I started getting form letter after form letter.
  One such read - 

    "Dear Mr. McCloud, you are a nobody. No one likes you or your
stupid book. If you were a celebrity who wrote a book about Belgian waffles or
your infinite love for dog poo, we would be more than happy to sign you up....go
kill yourself, 

    Signed, Evil Literary Agent
P.S. Your book idea sucks"

  Okay, okay, that never happened! But that's what words of rejection look like to someone who is so full of hope and love for the success of their work. Basically no agent
showed interest except for a select few who told me to send the first 10 pages
of my book. The idea here is if they are not inspired from the first part of
your novel, they tell you to look elsewhere....which they all did.
    ( Sigh ) So at this point hope starts to fade. You get full of self-resentment. "Writing
sucks!" "Screw being an author!" "I suck!" "Maybe I should kill
myself"...alright, I didn't say that last one, but you get the idea. After
awhile self-resentment turns into anger, and then that anger turns into a
renewed sense of determination "I'll show them! I will NOT be looked over!" And
so wave number 2 came full force. I dug further, finding even more literary
agents to write to. I even went as far as paying for memberships to websites (
that will go unnamed ) for agent lists that I didn't find in the book mentioned.
And, as you can predict, the same outcome commenced.
    It's funny, you do, at some point, truly start to wonder if you are cut out for writing with all the rejections constantly being thrown in your face. But hey, that's the name of the game. I have a box of probably a 100 rejection letters before I finally quit
with Kentucky Moon. And that is not much at all compared to other authors I have
read about. I have heard stories of 1000's of rejection letters. How they found
that many agents to even write to baffles me. 
    The major problem with most writers is they write want they want to, not what they think the public wants to buy. This, in turn, makes the publishing industry want nothing to do with you, unless you are a celebrity. I truly don't think they care what you write
about as long as they know you will sell them books...I understand that. It's a
business, money has to be made...I get that. But even with that realization,
you still have bitterness inside of you. I would seriously rather write what I
want than bow down to public literary hunger any day. I write what comes from
my mind and put it to paper, with no regard on who will like it, except for me.
If other people love it, then that, my friends, is serendipity. Moving on.
    Regardless of all the rejections on Kentucky Moon, I find the strength to move
on. So I write my second novel, Catahoula. The same events come into fruition.
I send my letters to agents, and the same barrage of "no thank yous" and
"sorrys" beat me about the face and head all over again....I pretty much expect
it, but hope is always in the back of your mind. ( insert exaggerated sigh here )
    After this point I pretty much leave the whole agent pursuing thing be. It
just keeps getting more and more hopeless. The worst thing about agent
representation is, that even if an agent decides to take you on, there is no
guarantee you will even get published. The agent essentially is your middle
man that gets your manuscript under the eyes of the publishers. So your agent
may not even be able to convince anyone to publish it...wow. By now you can
surely see the reason for my disgust with it all. And if you are , or ever have
been, a struggling writer, you already know all about this. I can't even get my
foot on the first rung of the ladder in the publishing process. The dreams of
seeing my book on a shelf wane into obscurity.
    So what now? I stick to what I know...I keep writing. I start in on my third novel entitled Kamakazo. I just write away with nary a thought about the publishing process anymore. I guess I just felt like putting it out of my mind completely. Writing was all that mattered now. If something came up in the meantime to help me achieve this
seemingly unattainable goal, then so be it. Fortunately for me, and many other
indie authors, that something came....the popularization of the ebook.
    I remember an article catching my eye, probably some 2 years ago, about a woman
selling over 400,000 copies of her ebook on Amazon. As I read the article I
could feel that old desire and hope come flooding back into my veins. "You can
upload and publish your own books now? Right on the internet?! Sign me up!"
    And so it came, the great fall of publishing juggernauts. No longer would us tiny
authors go unheard, or have to jump through the loopholes of pretentious and
judgmental establishments who would rather wipe their behinds with our books
then read them...And every man and women, whose written words went unread, rejoiced in the dawning of the age of digital, self-publishing.
    And, just like that, I was a published author. But a long, hard road still lies ahead, the road of self-promotion ( a topic I am sure I will blog about soon enough) And yes, many
people will still look down on me, and still think I am "no one" simply because I
am not in REAL print. But let them look down...my books are out there for people
to enjoy (and hate) and that's all that matters to me.


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